beatiful

i heard a song that i that just might be my fave! check it out...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DIhm94a-8SE

my art!

if you guys didn't know, i'm an artist. a photographer to be exact and i think that my pictures have come a long way!!!

its hard trying to find inspiration in the small town i live in, but i have to work with what i got! if any of you who actually read are interested you can check me out at www.deviantart.com/jayratsu and if you want some pics taken of yourself i am more than willing to do so!

well of to go read my book! 'night



.........remember "we are all angels with one wing we need each other to soar."

Is this the way love feels?

in the past couple of weeks i have been having feelings for a close friend of mine, i think she is really cool and easy to talk to...when i'm not trying to send signals that i'm interested. hopefully she is also interested.

the reason i have been shying away from the topic is that i have had this happen twice or maybe three times before. let me tell you my friends it isn't a good feeling! i believe in making a situation as less awkward as possible, but i can't help but have that recurring thought in the back of my brain that says " GOD, Jay why did't you just keep your mouth shut and let your imagination be your reality?" but thats just the issue dreams aren't reality and we have to test the water in order to decide if we are going to swim...

...i think i'm about to dive in head first!