Sunday, January 29, 2012

it's just factual!

hipsters look better with other hipsters! it makes me look like less of a hipster if you're wearing abercrombie!!!! it just doesn't work that way, sorry!

well that's only one reason on top of the other 300 reasons why i'm about to call it quits! i know i wanted to break my 2 month curse but you are about to drive me up the wall! like i can't deal with this, people asking me where i am all the time! i don't like people trying to control me and know my every move! it actually makes you look psychotic if we are going to be completely honest.

don't even get me started on twitter how you say stupid things like "i hate when i don't get a text from that special person." seriously that shit is annoying; it was kinda cute at first but now i'm about to blow my brains out!

phew.....just had to get that off my chest!

Monday, January 23, 2012

FYI

i just had a nice little meeting with Mr. Toilet! that's it.

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Somethings I just can't give up!

i've never had a problem dropping a habit or getting myself out of situations or even letting certain people go in my life, but this THING has a serious hold on me! i'm sitting here listening to Adele's "Lovesong" and i instantly started to cry because i just remember everything that happened!

there is a part in the song where she sings "whatever words i say i will always love you!" i literally lost it because we have both said some things to each other, but no matter what we both know that we love each other unconditionally and that our love is forever! this is the only person i can myself being with for the rest of my life. i want nothing more than to just be there everyday for forever. i know that we are going to argue but i would rather be pissed off and be with you than to have a "perfect" relationship with someone else. i would willingly go back to the arguments and fights than to be with someone where we never argue and i get mad because you aren't who i want you to be.

no one, besides my family, has ever had a hold on me like this before. i would literally do anything for this person because they mean absolutely EVERYTHING to me. and i really really REALLY sucks that they are let's see ummmm 600+ miles away! what am i supposed to do and how am i supposed to function when you are all i think about all day of everyday?!?!?!

i need you.

Saturday, January 14, 2012

Whoopsie!

Welp we are well into the new year and i haven't updated you guys on anything that has happened in my life as of now. trust me, a lot of stuff has happened and i'm not even sure how to handle it at this point. i honestly think it's a lot more trouble then it is actually worth, i don't really want to be burdened with another persons problems and insecurities because i have my own. i think that is very insensitive for a person to do, but i, on the other hand, need to address it now and not waste time before i'm in too deep.


p.s Sarah Bareilles' song Gravity is stuck in my head! ironic?