Wednesday, November 30, 2011

This is weird....

I've been having the weirdest rush of emotions lately, I might be unstable. I'm not sure if it's from me weening myself from my alcohol addiction with coffee and sleeping pills (Ambien, anyone? Or do you prefer Lunesta?), but my body is acting very suspicious lately....and i dont trust it anymore :)

what i think is causing this is that I'm listening to Lionel Richie.....just some theories.

Monday, November 14, 2011

It's Easy

it's quite simple.
if you believe, really believe.
if you have faith, rely on it.
if you pray, really mean it.
if you love, love with all of yourself.
if it's in you, it will come out.
simple as that.

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Comes To The Light

think for the better.
be positive for yourself.
be your first friend.
eventually everything comes to the light.

make the best of it all.
smile with your heart.
remember it's going to be just fine.
because...
eventually everything comes to the light.


Peace and Blessings

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Don't override other's power...unless completely necessary

i am always a very chill, very lax person. i don't go looking for trouble and i often avoid conflict, but its different when i see the potential harm to someone that i LOVE. I find it extremely hard to sit back and watch disaster ensue if i know that there is something that i can do about it!

there is no one more important to me than my family and when i can help i help as much as possible. the only problem is when it okay to "go over someone's head," for lack of a better term? I think that that line between being an asshole and trying to prevent imminent death is pretty huge. call it what you want i'm doing what i need to do to keep my family safe. also, when i do so don't get mad and say that i'm undermining your authority or saying you are inept. WELL! did you ever think that you may not be as good at this as you think? i not asking you if you want my help i'm giving it to you because it's pretty damn obvious that you need it. regardless if you want it!

i know this is one of my more "aggressive" posts, but i need to just get this out of my head so i can carry on with what i need to do!