i've never had a problem dropping a habit or getting myself out of situations or even letting certain people go in my life, but this THING has a serious hold on me! i'm sitting here listening to Adele's "Lovesong" and i instantly started to cry because i just remember everything that happened!
there is a part in the song where she sings "whatever words i say i will always love you!" i literally lost it because we have both said some things to each other, but no matter what we both know that we love each other unconditionally and that our love is forever! this is the only person i can myself being with for the rest of my life. i want nothing more than to just be there everyday for forever. i know that we are going to argue but i would rather be pissed off and be with you than to have a "perfect" relationship with someone else. i would willingly go back to the arguments and fights than to be with someone where we never argue and i get mad because you aren't who i want you to be.
no one, besides my family, has ever had a hold on me like this before. i would literally do anything for this person because they mean absolutely EVERYTHING to me. and i really really REALLY sucks that they are let's see ummmm 600+ miles away! what am i supposed to do and how am i supposed to function when you are all i think about all day of everyday?!?!?!
i need you.
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